I'm A Horrible Mother!

September 24th, 2008: So with Aaron being out of town for several days, trying to get Jade back on schedule, and working two days in a row 1800-0600, I'm exhausted!!!! This morning I fell into a stupor around 6:30am and didn't even hear Aaron get up to go to work. Supposedly Aaron gave Jade a bottle before he left for work and then I guess she fell back to sleep because I didn't hear anything until 9am when I woke up to her crying. However, I was so tired that while I laid there thinking about getting Jade up, I feel back to sleep. I didn't wake up until 10am. When I walked into her room she was just laying there "talking" to herself. I wonder if she had just been lying there for the last few hours while she waited for her horrible mother to wake up and come get her. Needless to say, I felt pretty awful. What a good baby and what I neglectful mother I am!!!!